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Dear you,

Thank you for being born, I’m not going to tell you about how cheesy this phrase gonna be.

It was the first time when i can’t keep my promise to myself, i feel bad enough.

I found this so hard to be ignored, well.. i’m not talking about person, it’s about the warm and comfort feelings.

Numbers, yes .. let me spell the magic numbers..

6             7              8             9             10            11

They are always came as a couple ~ it’s cute rite?

• 6 and 7  : this came up from our discussion, so many question about our  “ship” well.. it’s not a bad idea anyway, we need the date. Something that will make someone or maybe everyone believe that we are starting this great journey together J fortunately this year, 6th July is on Saturday, we won’t let our weekend ruins by another plan and allah gave us a chance to make it real 

• 8 and 9 : this is my jojo’s birthday, 8th September. Thats why i thankin’ god about him. I found this good guy can read my thoughts well, anything.. question and stupid things, he’s the earth – the most convinient planet in the universe. He brought me laugh and hope, his families are nice and warm.

• 10 and 11 : this is my birthday , i feel blessed that i was born to be me in my lovely faithful family.. i like my birth date, indonesian’s friend always said that i’m the Heroes and i’m proud. I hope i’m going to be everyone’s heroes. Sounds naive? I don’t care.. scorpio always proud to be herself. Ah ya.. i’m the water, and i think water can only be found on Earth *wink*

It’s about our ship .. where’s One, Two, Three, Four and Five? Let me try to analyse them ~

• One is our experience, it can be read as “First” – our first decision to be a little bit naughty, we’re just hanging around together, we don’t care about other feelings, we arrange our busy time very well, so that we could meet and derpin’ around jakarta.

• Two is our 2nd time talk about “relationship” – when we were high school, we share about stories in different frame. Got busy with our special friend but we still got time to share, even about the unique stapler. We  just can’t forget about this clingy thing >_< and i hope someday we’ll find this weird stapler again.

• Three is our long-term plan, three little people 

• Four and Five – i haven’t find the idea of this couple but maybe.. they are always support us to reach our plan ahead. Or maybe four and five years later we can share our stories in one warm little house, with smile and love. Amiin ..

It’s not something you can be selfish about. It’s a give and take situation, notice give being the first word in that. It’s not about what the person you're with is doing to make you happy, it's about what you're doing to make them happy. Now the person you're with should be thinking along the same lines so it's not a take-take situation on their part. True love is an understanding of what it means to be in love. It means giving and sacrificing more than you think you can. Now there is no right person. There are many millions of people in the world so how could you hope to discover a "soulmate"? Only when you understand true love can you be with someone and be truly in love.