out of my head

Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel (wheel of possibility)
However it may roll
Give it a spin , see if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication, It was hard to find

Don't matter what I say, only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet, but I finally woke up
If you're sad, then it's time you spoke up, too
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this song is performed by Fastball ( Out of my head), i think This song is basically a kick in the ass. Its about motivation. This guy doesn't know what he wants or what his future holds or how to get there(drunk behind the wheel of possibility). He might have said he wanted better but it only matters what he does (dont matter what i say, only what i do). He was waiting for an invitation or indication to fall into his lap, but realized its up to him to get where he wants. He's pushing the listener to go out and reach for the stars if they are sad with where they are at. "Never mean to do bad things to you," could be dissapointing himself by not trying. The singer has been sitting on the fence, unwilling to commit to the "you" in the song (presumably a girl) because he was distracted by other possibilities (other girls, perhaps) available to him. "You know there's always more than one way to say exactly what you mean to say" suggests that he was not straightforward with her about how he felt about her.